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nothin but haters and bitches goin after what you got [19 Jan 2006|04:15pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

i've not lost my lust for the internet, just moved on to myspace (username: bonni).

i am still in bend. dropped out. going to cocc or doing online classes or some similar thing in the near-as-possible future.

still partying. hard.

working as a hostess at baldy's bbq.

uhm... blah. nothing else.

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[11 Sep 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Today is Tyler's Birthday.

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[07 Sep 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

i was having the most wonderful day and then i remembered my life is in shambles.

oh bri...why you, too?

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[01 Sep 2005|12:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

finally home. or at lisa's at least, which is my soon-to-be home.

going to the lake tomorrow. oh yes.

i miss n*. and he misses me. so there.

i have done way too much traveling lately. i want to sleep for days.

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woo to the hoo [26 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

lisa's coming

yeah yeah yeah!!!

ruin it for me

alkyhall [23 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

my lips are numb and my spit tastes like butterscotch.

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aw jaysus [23 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

got lots of stuff for the new apartment today.

even though that girl is nuts.

i'm thinking i'm getting into this new bad habit of drinking again. but i like it.

cannot wait until i come home.

i think all girls are crazy. really really crazy.

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live it up [22 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | weird ]

so like i got a blockbuster card today.

that was the highlight. also, some shirts to make my boobs look bigger (no scars, no swelling!), and finally a pack of smokes that was like a gift from god.

hmmm. i wish i had something to say. theres cool pictures on lisa's journal.

i'm really trying on this myspace thing.

i'm sorry what? my farsi is a little rusty.

i need more friends.

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you'resouglyyou'resougly [21 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | pissy ]

"Down with a world in which the guarantee that we will not die of starvation has been purchased with the guarantee that we will die of boredom." (situationist graffiti Paris 1968)

So its like 28 hours since my last cigg. This sucks. And I am tired of people telling me its good for me because obviously I couldn't care less about whats genuinely good for me. At least it should help me gain weight. But this is the worst... seriously, the worst kind of withdrawal ever.

This is like the slowest month of my life, for serious.

6 fucked me over|ruin it for me

MUSIC = LIFE [20 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

not much new. i still love lisa more then most people like breathing.

still in wawa caring for the childies. the people here are very strange.

i complain when people boge... bogue... i say this word all the time but have no idea how i would spell it... ok so i hate it when people flake out on me but all i do is flake out on these people and they just don't. give. up. ever.

made up words that apply to my life:
1. boge. (to flake out)
2. skangy. (cross between skanky and grungy)
3. unboyfriend. (n*...sigh)
4. disterrage. (cross between discourage and disturb)

----confessional: i made that list pretty much for "unboyfriend". and disterrage b/c its super fun to say.

uh yeah. i wanna come home.

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myohmy whadda wonderful day. [19 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | happyhappyhappy ]

I am very lucky. I am so ridiculous though. Seriously, I have to wonder what this guy sees in me.

Ah, n*. Just amaaaaaazing.

I cannot wait to come home.

Dates to look forward too:
September 9th: Coming home!!
September 12th: New apartment?!
September 13th: N*'s birthday.
September 16th: LISA'S BIRTHDAY!!, Jeremy's birthday, Andre Nikatina?

ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh. i have never been this excited for really nothing in particular. Just the idea that something kinda big and potentially very cool might be happening for me w/in the next month.

OK LISA I'M EXCITED NOW. callmepleaseihavesomuchtotellyou.

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you have balls... i like balls... [18 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | tired ]

so i got to watch team america again last night. (ahh, hehwro.) it made me think of n*.

abbey, kelly, jeremy, and brandon came over and chilled for a few hours before and after. it made me feel very social. there was like 15 minutes where everyone was talking about how "hot" i was. awkward, but flattering. Jeremy said i was "too fine" and "OFF the hook, like OFF the hook". needless to say i was on a self esteem high most of the evening. seriously though, entertaining people is friggin' exhausting.

its wierd that i'm so stuck on bend, because i've realized over the past couple of days i really do have more friends here. too bad my one friend in bend beats them all.

and for those of you who don't know, that friend is LISA.

i think i might start having people call me bonni jeanne. it sounds pretty, in a gross southerny way.

nevermind. bitcho it is.

i smell windex.

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[15 Aug 2005|07:46pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

i'm whats going on in bend. me me me. ha that makes me happy.

i hate cleaning.

i might gain thirty pounds starting tomorrow. then i will most definately stop being whats going on in bend.

i can't wait to get home. we'll party. we meaning me and all my friend. (harharhahrharahrharh)

i love my neices. peyton is my favorite right now. even though she will not stop fucking with the computer and i have had to retype this sentence like eleven times.

n*, n*, hot n*. i think i care now if something happens.


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[14 Aug 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | pissy ]

so here i am in washington again.

not for good... thank god. i am glad to help my sister out but i really don't wanna be here right now. like, at all. there is just too much that is time-dependent going on in bend right now and even though i'm semi-prepared it feels like i just dropped the ball with about a million things in my life.


i have no idea what i'm gonna do for the next three weeks. i love my sister and the girls and all but bradley always seems pissed off, and even if its just because he is naturally quiet he should be nice to me considering i just put my ENTIRE LIFE on hold to do them a favor.

i miss lisa. and n*. and lisa. did i mention how much i missed lisa? and i have friends here and no way to contact them. lovely.

at least i don't have work at sunray anymore. but then, is being a full time nanny and housekeeper for my sister for the next three weeks any better? its a close call.

everyone should call me. there my be nothing going on in bend, but there is less going on in bremerton. trust me on this one.

ruin it for me

fly like a supermodel... [09 Aug 2005|08:05am]
[ mood | hungry ]

i can't believe how early i am awake on my day off.

i need to find a job in bend. like really really bad.

i guess thats the plan for today... and spending some much needed "chillax" time with my darling meesah!

i am in lust. he might leave and just not come back. it sucks, but i'll get over it. what we do together is like nothing else, but i'm sure i'll find this again.

sigh. n*... <3

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i need a dime [06 Aug 2005|05:09pm]
[ mood | high ]

my birthday sucked. (it SUCKED!)

lisa made it better. (I LOVE MY MEESAH-POO!!)

n* made it better, too. (sigh... i LOVE sex.)

i want to move into bend (with EVERY FIBER of my BEING.)

oh no she ain't a ho, she's just a bad(D) bitch.

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[05 Aug 2005|02:27pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

its my birfday!!!!


i'm suddenly in the most wonderful mood.

i need a dime.

i love lisa.

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[26 Jul 2005|09:40am]
[ mood | lazy ]

but it wasn't a rock.

it was a rock lobster. rock lobstah.

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[19 Jul 2005|12:57pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

"ain't been sober since maybe october of last year"

3 fucked me over|ruin it for me

[17 Jul 2005|09:30pm]
[ mood | content ]

i want tomorrow to come.

my little sister is home. that makes me cheerful.

new cell phone - 390-8962.


ruin it for me

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